so there's not really a whole hell of a lot going on in my world as of late.

went to chicago to see some friends. had a great time. was mad b/c it didn't snow while i was there! dammit!!! it drives me nuts when it's colder than a witch's tit in a brass bra (i believe that's the way the saying goes) and then no snow! if it's gonna be cold.. snow dammit!

i'm trying to figure stuff out right now. i put in applications to 3 places to try and get a second job for some additional income. especially since they've cut out overtime at my job. we'll see if i get hired. i really could use the money.

everyone i know is sick. i'm sniffly..but it won't go to being full fledged sick. so that's kinda driving me nuts. it's like.. enough already. let me just get sick and get it over with! this feeling poopey but not all the way sick is just annoying! either be sick or be fine! no half way! grrrr. stupid body!

thanksgiving is next week.. so the holidays are officially upon us. trying to figure out presents for everyone. which is incredibly difficult this year. i know i'm disappointing my family by not going to indy, but i honestly just can't afford it. especially with all that's happened recently. and no. i'm not going to go into it all... suffice it to say i'm fairly on the screwed side.

i'm trying to stay all upbeat and put on my "happy face" mask so as to not piss people off. apparently i come across as all "woe is me" and all. whatever. i'm gettign really tired of putting up appearances (which also happens to be a pretty funny brit comedy show). i just want to be myself.. but i guess some people don't like me. *shrugs*. sigh....

so um.... guess that's really about it. god my life sounds really boring!

i have a new roomate. matt and i like him, he's a co-worker of mine. and it's seemingly going rather well so far. he's fairly unobtrusive, which is nice.

well.. guess that's about it.

have a great friday everyone!