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midgety wrath!


 ok..let's try this again...
 

so i've been a busy little bee, and will continue to be so! (and no nitemoves..you're not allowed to paint my naked butt yellow and black!)

it never ceases to amaze me how quickly the end of the year comes. as soon as halloween hits, it's a whirlwind of action. get ready for thanksgiving, have thanksgiving, then bust out all the christmas stuff and get ready for christmas, go nuts in a rush of buying presents for everyone, wrap, bake, cook, travel, and have christmas and all that it entails. and then it's off to have new years! after that you have to take everything down, clean up, put everything away...and try to get back into the daily grind. it's just,,, exciting and fun and stressful and exhausting!

so this past weekend i had to host my company's christmas party/dinner thingy (that i put together single handedly). and it was beautiful...and it bombed horribly! other than myself and my boss (and our significant others)...only ONE person showed up! ONE! only 5 of the 16 people i work with said they were going to come anyways, and out of those 5 people that were going to come, only 1 actually showed up. and she was 45 minutes late! and to top it all off, on monday, and since, not one person has come up to me to apologize for not attending. they've said absolutely nothing! but they wanted presents are money or whatever! sharon had me buy 10.00 target gift cards for everyone, which i put in little bags and everything. i wordlessly just put them on everyone's desks. and even then only a few poeple said thank you. it just seems that the people i work with all feel that the world owes them! that they should just be handed whatever they want. and they bitch about their jobs, which is relatively easy. they take phone calls and type in orders. not that difficult. and they bitch about it! it's like... if you don't like it.. dont' work here! it's your damn job! oh.. and get this... one of the guys that was supposed to be at the party. yesterday... one of our outside sales reps brought in breakfast for everyone, so the inside sales rep says "well i guess this is our party". and i'm thinking "no asshole, i had our christmas party, you were supposed to come to it. and you failed to show!" i was the bigger person, i didn't say anything...but god i wanted to! argh! i really can't stand this place!

anyways, so sunday was my grandparent's christmas party. so jeff and i got all snazzied up and went to that. they collect toys from the guests and give it to the local organization that passes them out to kids. so jeff and i brought 3 barbie dolls, the little people bus that walker and mason both love (so i knew it would be toddler approved), and some matchbox cars (cuz all boys love those it seems!). it was a good party. of course i knew almost no one. but i got to see marty,,,, which i see pretty much once a year. and i got to visit with the couple that used to live across the street from gmuz and buddy at their old house. and the couple (i forget their names) still live there!!! that just simply amazes me! btw nitemoves..they say hi! :) they were really sweet.

so this week.... went to the viewing of joyce's mom. :( poor joyce. i finally got to meet her girls. it was pretty amusing though to see the girls that my mother used to babysit!!! ha! just trying to imagine mom babysitting them is funny. with joyce's three daughters all have names with "d", and my mom and aunt with "d" names..that must've been a nightmare! 5 girls running around with a name that starts with "d!" how crazy is that!!! so i'm standing there listening to them talking about how they wish they could get out of there. and i'm thinking to myself "this is your grandmother's funeral." if cameron, walker, or mason said something like at mom or mary's funeral, i'd pop their little butts! maybe it was just a defense mechanism to cope with the loss or something, but it just seemed very rude to me. ..... i dunno.

so saturday i'm picking up my mommy early and we're going shopping! weeee!!!!! that'll be fun! i'm not sure how much power shopping she wants to do? but hopefully we'll find everything she wants and i'll be able to pick up some stuff too. i'm getting fairly close to being done with my christmas list. yay!!! i picked up a few presents last night! hehehehe!!! i've bought sooooo much stuff. of course, i've been christmas shopping since last christmas! ha!

so after shopping we're meeting up with jeff (swoons) and then we'll go over to deena's so we can celebrate her birthday (how old is she anyways?) and she and mom can exchange their christmas presents! yay! and we'll sing christmas carols. i've already been sequestered to sing "o holy night"...i just hope i can hit the high C again this year without warboling! doh! wish me luck!

and then sunday i'm back over at mom's early for baking (which i thought was friday night...) and i get to do that for a few hours and then jeff and i are going to mistle toe jam! woohoo!!! get to see silversun pickups --who i loveee. they're kinda like old skool smashing pumpkins. the shins, silverchair, and modest mouse! it's gonna be fun! and then back to work on monday (booooo).

and then wednesday.....i'm off to indy! squee!!!!! i am sooooo fraggin uber excited!!!! yay! i can't wait! and i'm going to get my hair all dided! hehehehehehe it'll be nice having some decent time off of work! woohoo~! 7 days off work! (including the weekend, but still). fraggin rules!!!! and the best part... i get to spend it with my family! yay! how kick assery wondermous is that!!!

other than work, life is awesomeness. poor jeff isn't feeling good :( i'm hoping he didn't catch my crud from the other week. poor thing. i should get him something to cheer him up! hmm..what to get him....

so much to do! lalalaala

must finish scrapbooks! must wrap presents!!! stuff! eheheheheh

i hate my job i hate my job i hate my job

i love my jeff i love my jeff i love my jeff i love my jeff i love my jeff!!!!!!

(thought it was good to end on a positive)



here's my and my camy boy!!!! yay!
Posted by star* at 10:53 AM - 3 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 aw crap!
 

so i just wrote this long ass post..hit the wrong button (backspace)... and the damn computer ate my post. and i'd been writing on and off for the past hour in between phone calls! shit!!! shit shit shit! now that just damn sucks monkey balls!

grrrr!!!!

Posted by star* at 2:54 PM - 4 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 i love this time of year
 

i love that i have finally gotten out of that old apt.
i love that i finally have everything in my new apt.
i love that we're finally starting to get things arranged.
i love that pretty soon we'll get to decorate the new apt and make it "ours."
i love that if we get things cleaned up soon enough, that jeff says we can get a small tree so i can decorate it!!! squee! i can't remember the last time i had a real tree!!! it makes me infinitely happy to think about having a real live tree to decorate.. even if it is a 4ft tall tree that we put on the table. eheheheh
i love that i've already wrapped up like 15 presents!
i love that i've gotten most of my shopping done.
i love that i'm so close to my family.
i love that my family loves the man in my life.
i love the man in my life! :)
i love falling asleep in jeff's arms every night. snuggling up against his back and smelling him when i drift off to sleep.
i love putting on sexy lingerie and him appreciating it.
i love having friends that appreciate me.
i love my silly cat. she apparently loves our new apt. it's like she's a kitten again... she'll run through the apt and play! she's never been a "play" type of kitty. it's really funny! and she lovesssss to sleep on our bed! i love that i have a happy kitty! it means she doesn't poop and pee all over the apt!
i love that i'm knitting scarves again.
i love it when i cook or do something where i feel a sense of accomplishment.
i love it that i have all these ideas in my head..that i feel a sense of creativity more often than not. it's a wonderful feeling to be so full of the creative spark! yay!
i love hearing christmas songs on the radio and getting to sing along with them. i'm a dork i know..but i love singing christmas songs. it's from years of being in chorus.
i love that i get to see my sister and my brother in law and my nephews in just a little over twenty days! yay!!!!!
i love that i know it's one of my best friends birthdays in just a few days (yes mike... i know it's your birthday friday..... i love you)!!!
i love holding my nephews in my arms. i love holding their little hands in mine. i love seeing c-man's brace face smile. it reminds me of me. i love walker's fishy face kisses. i love mason's little chipmunk teeth grin. i have the bestest nephews in the entireeeee world. i love those three more than just about anything in this whole entire world!!!!
i love my sister and how incredibly close we've become. we've come suchhhh a long from where we started.
i love that my mom and i are friends and can pretty much talk about anything. it's pretty damn cool. you can't really be friends with your child when they're a kid. but you can be friends with your child when they're 30. and that's fraggin awesome!!!

i don't love that my favorite dj on 99x left the station and i found out this morning. it made me cry..a lot! i've been crying on and off all day b/c of it.

i don't love that i've been sick a lot lately. i'm tired all the time. and yes, i'm going to make a doctor's appt to find out why. and i talked to my neurologist's nurse, and she says the reason why i'm feeling like i'm walking around in a daze is b/c i havent been on my zoloft for over 2 weeks.. and that i absolutely must get back on it.. bad me! no cookie.

i love my life. i can't wait to get married. i can't wait to have babies. i love my boyfriend more than anything in the entire world. he is absolutely wondermous!!!!!

i love my friends!!!! i love you all sooooo much!

love love love love love love love love love love love love!

bye
Posted by star* at 1:12 PM - 5 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 yeah.. it's been awhile
 

ok.. so i haven't posted on here in a really long time.... highly overdue i know. i have other blogs, so i apologize.

this year has been crazy. it's been a tumultuous ride. i've had really really high moments, and some pretty low moments. but overall, 2007 has been a pretty kick ass year!

we had quite a scare with my mom this year. she had a lot of health problems and had to have surgery. luckily though, everything went really well, and she's doing fantastic. she and i have grown so much closer this year, and i feel so incredibly blessed to call her my mom and my friend. i'm really happy to have her in my life. :)

i've gotten to visit my sister tegon and her boys a whole lot this year which makes me really really happy!!!! squee!!! i got to go up there for easter and to celebrate her 30th birthday and mason man's 1st birthday! yay!!! it was very interesting watching the kids hunt easter eggs in their winter coats b/c it was so fraggin cold in indiana!!! so much for getting to wear cute easter outfits when it was practically snowing! i also got to go see her and we got to go to our first concert together since new kids on the block! how fraggin cool is that! we had an absolute blast!!!! we must must must do this again! we had such a good time! though she was completely embarassed by my rawkin out to the smashing pumpkins! i can't help it! they're my favorite band in the entire world! i love my billy corgan! and i recently got to see her again for thanksgiving! yay!!!!! i was truly thankful getting to spend time with family. and as my little nephew kept saying... BE HAPPY!

i ended an almost 4 year relationship that proved to be very unhealthy. he was 8 years younger than me. i've always tried to say that age doesn't matter. but sometimes it does. when the person you're with refuses to grow up, and wants to have the whole peter pan syndrome.. and refuses to accept responsibility in the relationship, let alone accept responsibility for their life.. than there can't be any balance or equality in the relationship. and it made it very difficult on me emotionally and physically. and i just couldn't do it anymore. i know what i want in life. i want a beautiful comfortable home. i want babies. i want a partner that i love that loves me back, that supports me and loves me and treats me as an equal. and when i say supports me, i don't mean financially. i mean supports my ideas, my dreams, pushes me to be a better person. someone that i can take home to my family and my family loves. someone i can be proud of. someone i can look up to (and not just cuz they're taller than me). someone that finds me smart and sweet and sexy and funny. someone that won't put up with my crap, but knows when to bend. someone who will truly be my partner. and someone who will be a wonderful husband and father. and i am lucky to have that person in my life once more. someone that i wanted to be with many many years ago, and fate has finally smiled upon us.

i love my jeff! and my family loves him too! my life couldn't be more perfect with him! yay!!!! and i can't wait til i get to call him my husband. and one day i'll be all preggers and have a fat belly with a beautiful baby growing inside me and hopefully will give my mommy a beautiful granddaughter, and my sister a beautiful niece. and if it's a boy.. than hopefully he'll be as dashingly handsome as tegon's boys!!! and i know my children will be smart and artistic and wonderful. and i simply can't wait to start my life! i'm finally "an adult".. and it freakin rules!!!! i love it!

and i finally got a new car this year! yay! i love my new car!!!

i took this year to clean up my life. to get rid of people and things that were holding me back, that were burdens. and it was very heartbreaking in a lot of ways. but i had to free myself of the clutter and of the "extra baggage." and i am a better person for it. sometimes you have to purge. sometimes you have to light a fire and burn away in order to make room for new, more beautiful things to grow and flourish.

and i can't wait to see what flourishes in my life.

and i welcome everyone to see what awaits.

and to those here that are family.. i have missed you all. and i am truly sorry for all the heartache i've caused over the years. i always have to do it my way. and i always will. be it just makes you that much more proud of me when i triumph over the crap right!

and mom.. my rendition of the village was just fine dammit! :P ehehehhehe

so much love to all! and merry christmas!!!! i can't wait to see tegon and the kids again! squee!!!!
Posted by star* at 4:09 PM - 3 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 auntie deena!~@!!@@@
 

happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday dear aunt deena who is young and beautiful and famous and rich and oh so wonderful!!!!! and makes kick ass little tartlets for her young nieces.... happy birthday to you!!!!!

love you very much and hope you have a fantastic day! yay!

tay
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