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 for my mommy and my auntie!
 

i love you both!

For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful.
For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who
are moms, you'll love this.

The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked.

And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard.
And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But
the end will be better than the beginning."

But the young mother was happy, and she would not
believe that anything could be better than these years. So she
played with her children, and gathered flowers for
them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and
the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried,
"Nothing will ever be lovelier than this."

Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was
dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother
drew them close and covered them with her mantle, and the children said,

"Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come."

And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and
the children climbed and grew weary, and the mother was weary.
But at all times she said to the children," A little patience and we
are there."
So the children climbed, and when they reached the top
they said, "Mother, we would not have done it without you."


And the mother, when she lay down at night looked up
at the stars and said, "This is a better day than the last, for my
children have learned fortitude in the face of hardness. Yesterday I
gave them courage.
Today, I've given them strength."


And the next day came strange clouds which darkened
the earth, clouds of war and hate and evil, and the children groped
and stumbled, and the mother said: "Look up. Lift your eyes to the
light. " And the children looked and saw above the clouds
an everlasting glory, and it guided them beyond the
darkness. And that night the Mother said,
"This is the best day of all, for
I have shown my children God."

And the days went on, and the weeks and the months and
the years, and the mother grew old and she was little and bent.
But her children were tall and strong, and walked with
courage. And when the way was rough, they lifted her,
for she was as light as a feather; and at last they came to a hill,
and beyond they could see a shining road and golden gates flung wide.
And mother said, "I have reached the end of my journey. And now I know the
end is better than the beginning, for my children can
walk alone, and their children after them."

And the children said, "You will always walk with us,
Mother, even when you have gone through the gates."
And they stood and watched her as she went on alone, and the gates
closed after her. And they said: "We cannot see her
but she is with us still. A Mother like ours is more than a memory. She
is a living presence......."

Your Mother is always with you.... She's the whisper
of the leaves as you walk down the street; she's the smell of bleach
in your freshly laundered socks; she's the cool hand
on your brow when you're not well. Your Mother lives inside your laughter.

And she's crystallized in every tear drop.
She's the place you came from, your first home; and
she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love
and your first heartbreak, and nothing on earth can
separate you.

Not time, not space... not even death!

Posted by star* at 10:14 AM - 1 Comment   Add a Comment  
 

 nitemoves...
 

ok.. i was checking flight prices to indy for christmas, and there is absolutely no way we'll be able to afford to fly. it's around 400.00!!! per person roundrip! that's insane! so.. we'll have to take a car. i'm guessign we'll have to rent or will the thunderbird make it?
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 just another rotation of the planet
 

well, i've been trudging 10 and 11 hour days at work for the past two weeks. so that'll be nice for ot, but god is it exhausting. they have given me umpteen new projects that i have to do on a daily basis, and there are just not enough hours in the day to get it all done. i hate havign all this paperwork on my desk! it drives me nuts! i'm one of those types of workers that doesn't like unresolved issues. i like it finished and done with and a little check in the box to say it's finished. i love my task tracker. i use it all day every day. it's great and keeps me organized. useful little tool. so when that damn little box is not checked off, it drives me insane! and yesterday they added yet another project to the list. it's just getting a bit beyond ridiculous! they're not paying me enough to do the job of 12 people! and i still have to be on the phones and keeping my numbers up, otherwise my spiffs will suffer. this sucks monkey balls!! big fat smelly monkey balls i tell ya!!!

i get home and basically collapse these days.

this past weekend was fun. matt and gene and i went to this park that's over by the apts and walked to the little stream/river thingy that's there. brought my camera and took tons of nature shots. there was this neat pattern of trees that had the same fork in them. and they were in a rown along the stream. it was like each one was a portal into another realm. the energy was awesome! i clamored up into one of the trees and just looked around. it was amazing. and of course i had to hop along the rocks in the stream. there was a nice big one where i was able to lie down and put my hands in the water and just feel the water flow through my fingers. it felt so wonderful to re-connect with nature for a little while. i don't do that nearly enough. i'm so involved in the day to day bullshit of work and such, that most days i forget to truly just stop and feel the breeze on my face, or comprehend the amazement and beauty that is around us every day. matt was taking us to another part of the woods to walk around in, and we were going down a hill, and then i really connected with mother earth. with my ass! yep.. fell smack on my keister and slid down the hill. i just laughed, cuz it was funny as hell! matt and gene were all worried about me,and i just thought it was hysterical. at least i have a lot of cushioning! :) ehehehehe and of course i bruised my butt! i'm such a clutz.

i think this weekend i really want to go up to conyers to the catholic monastary. it's so beautiful and peaceful and serene there. and there's a lake with duckies to feed bread to. and it's nice to have a picnic there. and they have monk bread and honey and there's a greenhouse with bonsai trees and such. and it's just really wonderful there. if i don't go this weekend, i might go next weekend. i want to go soon though. feel the need to spiritually re-connect as well, and i've just always loved it there. phillip took me there longggg ago with is maniacal grandmother, and it's a spot i've revisted every so many years. and it's high time i go back. and i think matt will like it as well. mmmmmm monk bread and monk honey.. mmmmmm

so umm yeah. that's what's going on in my neck of the woods. nothing too incredibly exciting. just life beign life. ups and downs and the plateaus in between. but it's my life. and this weekend i'm goign to clean like the devil. get ready for the holidays and such.

oh.. nitemoves... saw some cute halloween stuff at michaels and at target (even cute stuff at target in the dollar section).

guess that's about it. hope all is well with everyone!
Posted by star* at 10:03 AM - 1 Comment   Add a Comment  
 
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